What is up with me lately?!?!

Lately I've been so full of hate and just feeling miserable and I have no idea why??

Maybe I'm pregnent!!! There has been no sign of my period this month, no one little teeny, tiny drop of blood.
Oh no! I really am not ready to have a child. I can barely beresponsible for myself let alone another human being, a BABY!

But anyways, back to me, no lately I've been so selfish. I feel like the most selfish person in the world. I'm having bad thoughts about myself and other people, like people close to me.

I miss my family. I'm homesick. I've been like this my whole life. I want to see my loud, Italian family. I want to be with them during the holidays and the past 2 years I have not been. :( That makes me sad...

So what are signs of pregnancy, I looked them up this morning on the internet,

tired, I want to eat more, and missed period and of course a positive pregnacy test!

Well, I'm off to buy a test...