I dont need the test

Well, it came. I got my period this morning.

Part of me was wanting to be pregnant. I was kids. And I'm with the person that I love so much and that I'm going to spend the rest of my life with. I love Mark. He's the best guy in the world and when we have children I can't wait to see him the day I pop our first kid out. I can't wait to see him playing with them and teaching them the real important lessons in life. I know he's going to be the best dad out of any other dad that our kids are friends with. I hate to compare but it's true. He's going to be the funny dad that says funny stuff and is always there. I can't wait for those days to come.

I want to give my parents there first grandchild. I can't wait to see my parents with my child. They deserve that. I picture Mark and I going out of town, going on vacations and us flying in my mom to come to our house and watch the baby.

I also was starting to enjoy the eating. "Now I get to eat more and whatever I want" is what I thought. I thought I was eating for 2.

Being pregnant we would have to stop traveling. I love traveling, I do but it would be nice because then we would settle down somewhere, in some city and get comfortable. I can't wait to travel to our next destination every time but I also can't wait to settle down in a house in a nice neighborhood with neighbors and other families.

And there was the part of my that didn't want a child now just because I see us doing everything in order, first comes love, then comes marriage than comes the baby in the baby carriage...
I know not everything comes in the order and so easily but it's nice when it does.

I also have been drinking a lot since we've gotten to Maui. And the food I've been eating has not been the healthiest. When I'm pregnant I want to eat healthy, lots of fruits and vegatables and salads, organic things. Well, that's what I say now right?

Mark and Deena sittin' in a tree
k-i-s-s-i-n-g
first comes love
then comes marriage
then comes Mark in a baby carriage...